It’s not your fault

I question:

  1. If I should have given my son more fats as a toddler
  2. If I shouldn’t have ever introduced wheat
  3. If I breastfed long enough
  4. If I ate the right foods during my pregnancy. Was eating a pescetarian diet a bad decision?
  5. If a progesterone receptor issue I have (that led to endometriosis) contributed to my son having seizures.
  6. Why in the hay did I ever vaccinate my son
  7. Why we remodeled the house after he was born. Did he become toxic?
  8. If traveling introduced infections his body couldn’t handle
  9. If I could have held him just that much closer
  10. What could I have done different and why didn’t I…

The questions may never end, but the answers remain.

I did everything that I thought was best for him, at that time in our lives.  Indeed, I was guided and sometimes directed to make certain decisions by what’s referred to as “public health” in this country. Yet, it’s important to move forward.

It’s no longer what could have I done better, but what I can do NOW.

Mothers and fathers:  it’s not your fault.